QUICK UPDATE #1
Friday, 29 October 2010 @ 08:29
Before I go to sleep tonight, I have to something to let out of my chest.
I'm having my heart broken tonight. things doesn't go the way I wanted it to be.
as you know, I have this girl that I love rather so much, and today, my ex-girlfriend texted me on Facebook. and my favorite girl started to get mad. though right now, it is already fixed, but I don't feel good. I feel terrible, it's like I've hurt her so bad.
she has to know, how much I love her. and I want her to be with me, all the time. but I can feel that she's avoiding me. HUHH~ I love her too much now~ PLEASE GOD, LET HER KNOW THAT I LOVE HER!
that's all for now. will be posting more. with love & kisses.
FAV. CLUB PENGUIN comic #3
Sunday, 24 October 2010 @ 02:51
that's all for now. will be posting more. with love & kisses.
CYRUZE ZAL is in LOVE?!
@ 02:27
this year, I'm in form 5(10th grade) and it's almost the end. to conclude this year's moment, I would say, it's kind of fun. We've been through a lot, I mean A LOT! happiness, nerve-breaking, making fast decision when you're at a road junction, anger, etc. but there's one thing, one different thing, that is one person that has attract my attention the most. :) well, it's a good thing.
I'm not sure whether I'm in love right now or not. but I'm pretty sure, the feeling is there. I've been single for two years(despite the great friendship I had with nmy. that was like I demanded nmy's love when I knew I wouldn't be loved), but now, it's love as in relationship. and when I felt the love, it seems like everything is new. and I'm kind of pretty scared of it; I don't why but maybe because it's a big change. I'm gonna call that person as E-tron(HAHAH, I know, I just remembered ELECTRON).
just now, E-tron confessed that E-tron loves me. I'm kind of shocked though because this is kind of the first time a schoolmate said that(despite of my friends), I mean 'love me for real'. but I can't deny the feelings inside. I mean I love to have E-tron around and I think it's going to take time for me to love E-tron as much as I could.
I guess that's all for now. will be posting another soon. :)
that's all for now. will be posting more. with love & kisses.
RRRIGHT NOW!
Wednesday, 20 October 2010 @ 04:42
NOW, I feel a bit sleepy, for some reasons. :)
I just want to sleep, hug my favorite pillow and drown in my cover. HEHE. -you have no idea how good it feels-.
AND, right this moment, I'm drinking MILO. it's been said that the drink will make our eyes go doooowwwwwwwwn and heavy :D
SO, THAT'S FOR NOW. gonna update it again soon..
LOVING ANALEIGH&ALLISON. COOLNESS!
that's all for now. will be posting more. with love & kisses.
FAV. CLUB PENGUIN comic #2
Tuesday, 19 October 2010 @ 06:52
that's all for now. will be posting more. with love & kisses.
Something I remembered
@ 06:20
Before O level started around few weeks ago, we were getting prepared. And Miss Judy went into our class for the last time. She gave us these inspiration words, like "You get out there, and BREAK A LEG!" well, for me, it was inspirational. hehe. You can't blame me, HAHA.
I can tell that she cried a tear when she said that it was the last day she's going to be in our class. I was actually about to cry, but I didn't want to look like a pity. :) but believe me, I cried a river inside.
Miss Judy kind of tortured us for this whole year(2010), not literally. but she gave us this exercises and revisions that we thought would be infinite. when it's time for her class, she's like so punctual. even if she's late for one minute, we'd feel like heaven.
But I gotta be honest, she's one of the best teacher that ever taught me.
back to my story, on the last of her in our classroom, she took the last step from the class, then I ran to her. I asked for her forgiveness and told her that she's one of the best teachers. and because of her, I got an A(distinction) for my English. In spite of my race, yeah I can speak english. but not that fluent yet :)
then she said, NEVER, we have never hurt her feeling in any way. she told me that she still remember me from my former class(3A). she remembers where I sit, however she did said that she didn't notice me at first, because I was too quite. But, when I went in front of the class for an activity, she saw me and listened to my English(so I assume it was a presentation), she was pretty impressed. and from that day, she knew that I'm going to do well and and I will go far.
I believe that I saw tears in her eyes.
hm, you see, though how hard it is a teacher forcing us to study, etc. they have intentions. TO MAKE US A SUCCESSFUL HUMAN BEING. and now I feel like I'm so lucky to had her present in my diary.
that's all for now. will be posting more. with love & kisses.
FAV. CLUB PENGUIN comic #1
Monday, 18 October 2010 @ 04:36
that's all for now. will be posting more. with love & kisses.
ANYWAY
@ 03:21
Before I go offline, I need to tell all ya'll, I also love
ALLISON HARVARD! HAHAHA. From ANTM cycle 12.
The first picture was her BEFORE makeover, and the second one was AFTER! Can't you see the transformation? she's my girl! HAHAHA.
~Before she joined ANTM, she's kind of famous in MYSPACE. many people called her as "CREEPY-CHAN". because daa~ isn't that obvious enough? hehe. she has this exotic big eyes. plus, she likes one thing that she has never had before, that is, BLOOD NOSE!
but once she stepped into the competition, people just shut their mouth! HAHA. she's transformed from a creepy girl to this beautiful exquisite girl. she did confessed that she has this big weird eyes and they're not going anywhere. but I just loved it.
and guess what? SHE'S THE FINALIST OF THE CYCLE! IT MEANS SHE'S THE 2ND! among other beautiful girls, she went through it all and got 2nd! Tyra even declared that she's the most improved girl.
WAIT WAIT, let me show you something.
This picture above was themed 'bird'. and Allison nailed it very effectively. this picture was the best picture of the week. and I surfed a website where they evaluate all the pictures of ANTM models' from cycle 1 to 12. and this picture got 2nd. Allison was the only girl that had 2 pictures in the top 40.
I WAS LIKE WOOOOOOOWWWWW!! COOLNESS!
that's all for now. will be posting more. with love & kisses.
A NEW FACE
@ 02:37
I've changed my layout. yipppeee!!
WELL, I actually ignored the blog, my last blog. because I've lost my interest.
but when I looked at ANALEIGH TIPTON's Myspace blog, she said that by blogging, we can actually express our feelings. I knew that, but this time, when she said it, I was like, oooooooh wooow~!
HAHAHA. I love Analeigh Tipton. She's like the greatest, the most beautiful, warm-hearted model. I didn't know her at first, because she was one of the contestants from ANTM cycle 11.
To be honest, my room is full with ANTM's DVDS, I didn't notice it at all. HAHA. but few weeks ago, I've been through hard times, so, I was looking for dvds just to keep me busy and away from the thoughts. so, I watched the whole cycle. and my heart suddenly fell for this girl, Analeigh Tipton.
Though I know, like daa~ she's a celebrity and there's no way I could be with her, but she gives me hope, she's inspiring. I just love her.
YOU SEE? SHE IS SOOOOO BEAUTIFUL!! HEHEHE. WILL NEVER GET TIRED OF THAT!
she wears that piece necklace, which was from a stranger that has given her inspiration. and she still wear that 'piece' sign now. :)
that's all for now. will be posting more. with love & kisses.
The first picture was her BEFORE makeover, and the second one was AFTER! Can't you see the transformation? she's my girl! HAHAHA.
This picture above was themed 'bird'. and Allison nailed it very effectively. this picture was the best picture of the week. and I surfed a website where they evaluate all the pictures of ANTM models' from cycle 1 to 12. and this picture got 2nd. Allison was the only girl that had 2 pictures in the top 40. 
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